It's the second week of school.
Summer was pretty good.
All the drama with her and him is just about over.
I guess I'll start with the bad stuff.
Tasheena has my lunch >.<
I have no one to hang out with.
It sucks, me and Sangalang were seperated.
She's a fucking slut still.
Saying she bi and shit.
She's got a fucking boyfriend now.
bullshit.
Idk why it pisses me off though.
I guess thats pretty much all the bad stuff.
Anime Vegas was a yesterday well the last day was.
It was on saturday, sunday, and monday.
I had so much fun with Jasmine and Aldrex.
I really hope to go with them next year.
I was stuipd though lol, I forgot to get pictures of me in my costume XD
To busy taking pics of....you-know-who lmao XD
Im soooo happy that I got to see Lex Lang this year >//<
I've been waiting to see him for a year.
I hope he goes back next year, maybe Liam will come too. oooh and Steve Blum yay that would so sweet.
I really had funny bugging Aldrex lol.
He's so pokeable, he's has a nice body lol. I dont know how he thinks he's fat.
Jazy was harassing him too lol. But thats her.
Whenever Aldrex wasnt there. Jazy and I would go around the con looking for the hottest guys.
I got a pic with them all cept one. >.<
But I think Aldrex beat them all. hahah no really.
I wish I was 18. I would so go to yaoi con and buy that one guy >//<
Omg no guy has ever made me blush that much before lol.
Damn him for being 24, and not that good looking without his wig.
Well I dont want to say to much of my feelings.
Just in case lol.
Thanks all for now.
- Location:Home.
- Music:Always by Big Bang.
I've been getting sick alot.
Lots of headachs, and soar throat.
I've recently gotten into Takuya Angel.
He's work is amazing.
I've been working on an outfit inspired by his clothes.
- Mood:
hungry
so much going on.
worrying about school.
gotta get good grades or no lolita dress >-<
Tianni wants to talk to Tasheena.
Well you know maybe I was in denial.
But i felt better when I was.
I love her, so much still.
But i'd rather not.
That's why I threw out all the shit she gave me.
But still i can't get myself to delete the messages she sent me, and the pictures I have of her.
I still haven't taken that picture of her out of my wallet, which is why i haven't used it.
Bleh, I just want to forget her.
She's a
BLEH!!!
Today I got a text from Chingy, Kanon's friend/roommate.
He tells me that he got a call from the hospital, and Kanon just had a car accident.
Yea I started fliping out.
He called me at lunch ((i love you Chingy, you are so awsome for doing that))
And he told me that Kanon broke his right leg in 3 different spots, and got 26 stitches all over his body, and he cut the side of his head.
Oi.
Poor thing.
He's car is totalled, luckly insurance will get him a new one.
He doesn't have to worry about work either.
And he called me today. First time i've talked to him over the phone >//<
Such a cute voice. I love that boy ^333333
Get better love!!
I finally finshed...well i finshed a bit ago. But I found my camra and took some pictures of kmara's Akito Sohma costume.
Here's the link check it out http://www.cosplay.com/costume/143077/
It was a bitch to do.
But I had fun, and would do it again.
Still pissed at her though.
Yay movies friday.
They want to see Prince Caspine. So I guess I will.
Bleh I want to see The Strangers xD
Or Speed Racers.
Or.....something else.
But oh well.
Tianni wants to see it.
So i'll see it for her.
I just realized but every time i write and entry my Mood thing, is alwas something bad xD
I'm never happy lol. I have problems rofl.
I'm tired.
Bye Bye reader(s)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
worried
Well heres more!!!
I really do feel like ... likes me.
He's a junior and like 18.
When I told him I was a freshman he said
"oh...damn, u hella young for me"
I said
"To young for your likeing?"
He said
"Not to be rude...but yea"
Ugh why can I never get the guy I want.
I'm like cursed....
I know it.
Some good news.
I finally started sewing today!
Yay!
I'm making a shirt....or it could accually be a dress xD
But a really short one.
I'm about 50% done with it.
It's cute.
I can't wait to wear it tomorrow.
If I finish it.
Bowling tomorrow.
Yay!
...ok i'm done.
Bye.
- Location:Home.
- Mood:
pissed off
Next time I ask a guy out(or tinnai)
I'm gonna ask him if he's dating first.
((even though I hate doing that))
It's gonna be akward now.
Aoi-chan is right though.
Just act normal....xD
ROFL.
He want's to be friends, maybe when he and his girlfriend break up.
We can be more!
I hope its soon.
That sounds bad.
If he's happy then....I'll try to be happy for him.
If he'd accually replied back to me, I could try.
But noooooo he doesn't.
I should have known something was gonna happen.
I mean it's me.
I have the shittyest luck ever.
I shouldn't be that suprized.
At least I have bowling to look forward to.
Even though the bitch kmara wont come!
Pisses me off.
I'm done for tonight.
Got some thinking to do.
And sewing.
Night ^3
- Mood:
embarrassed
I'M JOKING!!!
I'm happy to be going bowling friday!
Hopefully Big Brother Gage, Little Sister Lauren, Jen, Tianni,Steven, Aly-sempai, and ...
I still gotta ask him.
I was a bit sad when I didn't see him after lunch or after school.
He didn't look good durning 3rd or his lunch.
Like I could say anything, my throat hurt and could barly talk during 3rd.
Plus my damn nerves.
I really hate getting nervous. But i'm no good talking to guys like him.
I need like Hot Asian Guys 101 class xD.
Maybe Aoi will have some good advice.
I wish he was on.
Probly sleeping., I doubt it though.
He's a vampire!!
I know it!
maybe 
>//< Nah he's WAY cuter then them. Anyways I'm gonna talk to John in the morning.
Hopefully.
And ask him to come bowling ^-^
That would be great if he said yes.
I keep losing my voice.
And my throat hurts.
I almost fainted this morning.
I'm running on no sleep and barly any food.
I have so much to do, i'm so behind.
Thank Mana'dono that summer vaction is almost here.
I think I really need it.
I wont have to see "IT" for a few months.
And I bet i'll feel better.
Truthfully I'm kind of worryed that she'll do suicide...
Although I shouldn't care. I still do.
She seems misrable.
But thats her own fault.
She has her darling Tetsuya.
Ugh makes me sick.
That slut.....
I guess i'm done for today.
Byes ^333
((Hmm forgot to add this))
I HOPE YOU READ THIS K'MARA, BUT YOUR A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'LL REMEBER THIS FOR NEXT TIME!!!!!
- Location:Home
- Mood:
bitchy
I'm not gonna talk to her anymore.
All the shit she gave me Idk what i'm going to do with it.
I will still wear the cute shirt she gave me and the cross earing. (if i find it)
Shes a whore, hopefully karma will get her!!!
but i still love her, and want her back....even just as a friend
I'm so excited for tomorrow.
I can't wait to see him.
Oi I wonder if he remebers omg that would be horrible if he forgot I(Tianni) asked him out Friday.
Accually that would be kind of funny too. xD
No not really. TT-TT
I bet i'm just being parainod.
Yea...hopefully.
I bet he can't call me. Maybe got his phone taken away or lost it ~_~
I really want to start sewing.
I started doing this pvc shorts
I'm never going to wear them.
Maybe to model, with my sexy mana shoes!!!!!!!!
bleh.
I got myself sick from all my stressing out.
But its just a soar throat.
I have to go to my aunt's stuipd bday party.
Ugh someone is gonna talk to me while i'm at it.
I really dont want to go.
Okie i think i'm done today.
Bye!
idk.
i could get someone else to.
- Location:Daddy's house
- Mood:
creative
I was dumped yesterday. It was horrible.
I feel like, my heart was ripped out by Mana'dono, as well as some other organs.
And i just watched him destroy them.
I cant eat, and I cant sleep.You think a part of me would be really happy to finally be with .... Or at least I think.
But I feel so bad.
I can't stop crying.
I'm scared to go near knifes or razors.
I'm so pissed.
Fuck...
I don't know what I should do....
Should I listen to Aoi?
Or to my heart?
My heart is alwas wrong. It just hurts me, I think i'm a gun point again with it.
- Mood:
depressed
Long day today.
Aya-chan and I were at the anime vegas month gathering.
We went shopping!!!!
I spent so much money.
But I got
- Vol 1-6 Card Captor Sakura
- Vol 1-3 5-8 Tokyo Mew Mew
- 3 Posters(Trunks, DBZ, and Sailor Saturn)
- Japanese Book
- L'Arc~en~Ciel cd
- Stuff for Aya and Tasheena
- And this awsome hell doll.
Yea and we bought a bunch of food and drinks and I bought this cute pants.
Fun day I need a day out of fun.
But my legs hurt, and arms and feet.
I'm completly pissed at the dress i made i hate it so much.
I finished Aya's costume. It looks better now.
I have so much shit to do.
Probly wont have a fun day for a while.
Ugh!!!
And don't even get me started on Sangalang and Kris!!!
Kris is stuipd.
I'm sad that Tasheena is out, and I don't want to bug her...
And I think Aoi-chan forgot about me xD
At least I have Steven!!
It's boring I guess I'm gonna go to bed soon, im sleepy.
Jane, loves.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
stressed
And I got such lovly blisters on both my feet, so it hurts like hell to walk.
I'm so behind in everything. I barly got the pattern cut out on my Dress for the contest. I
've stopped working on Toshiya for now.
I gotta clean my room and the kitchen......no more sleeping its just a waste of time...I can cut back on it a bit.
I really wish I had someone to help me right now.
I just need...ugh idk...everything is getting very stressfull.
I just wanna lay down and cry.....but i don't have time too :sigh:
oops I forgot about homework, well its nothing new xD
Thats what school is for.
Mother's Day is coming up. I know what I'm getting my mommy!!!
A bunch of candles sence she loves them so much, maybe some incenses.
I'm cheap I know.
But hey better then last year!!!!
I cleaned the house last year cuz I forgot about Mother's Day xD
Sangalang and Kris look so
They do make a good couple.
Ok I'm done for today.
Jane MinaSan
~Shishou ^333333
- Location:Home
- Mood:
angry
It's so cute
((Cupido!!!)So as you can tell I am in a good mood today.
For some reason love just makes me happy(some days)
I'm not depressed anymore!!!
I had an awsome day!!!
But I am woried about my love.
She doesnt seem well latly.
Maybe its just me....idk I hope it is.
I did very little sewing today. It's only 8 though so maybe i'll get some more done.
I sewed on the sleve for toshiya and i cut out the pattern for the Similicity outfit.
I added some more to it, I really gotta get started on it.
Its gonna be so sexy!
Especialy on Tasheena >//<
There is something kind of bugging me....i wish it wasn't.
Accually there's two things bugging me, two people.
:sigh: it's not like there annoying me or anything. It's complicated.....i can't say to much
there's a chance they could be reading this....i doubt it though.....
Aki did get his shots today but he's fine, he's such a good boy.
I'm done ranting on!
Jane!!!
~Shishou
- Location:Home
- Mood:
curious
Yup it was pretty damn horrible. It got better though.I talked about alot of my problems today which really helped.
But besides that I've been working on Toshiya more. It's getting there! I'll post a picture up as soon as I can find my camara xD
I seriously gotta get started on my outfit for the Simplicity contest. So much to do so little time.
Ugh I hate losing things, and I hate cleaning. Gotta clean my room, bleh.
Looking forward to tomorrow. Idk why though....
Well I'm bored and just rambling and bleh.
I'm buying the sexiest vinyle boots ever. There like Mana's they go to your knee and there like 4 inches high!!!! lol there gonna be fun to walk in.
Gotta give Aki a bath soon, my poor baby is gonna get his shots tomorrow!
Ok so I'm a goin now.
~Jane (^w^)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
blah
Ok well I finally got an idea and a model. We went to Joanna's two days ago and I got some awsome material for it.
Hopefully things go well. Anyways I'm going to be doing a cute short dress, and I'm adding a few things to it.
For colors I choose black for the dress and red for the ugh idk what to call it. I'll get a pic of the drawing soon.
I have a pic of the pattern though.
I'm using the white on on the right.My model is going to be Tasheena, which i'm really excited about.
I'm at my dad's house now so when I get back home i'm gonna get started on it right away.
I still have tons of work to do on Toshiya ~_~ ugh, Toshiya's kimon has to be the hardest costume i've done so far. There's so much to it and I have to alter all the patterns. Well I have the skirt done and sewn up, I'm gonna work on one of the sleeves and the top.
(7:36)
Ok now i'm finished for the day. I got the firt (short) sleve sewn on and there's one last thing I gotta do to it but i'm not gonna today. I basicly killed my poor left hand. Tomorrow i'm gonna finish the right sleven and i'm gonna start on the left sleve by doing the fishnet and attachingon the other half of the sleve.
Thats all for today!
- Location:Daddy;s
- Mood:
frustrated
well I decided to start writing everything in a livejournal! I choose the anem shishou_beloved because a few different reasons. Hopefully I will be able to organize my thoughts well with a livejournal!
So readers enjoy!
~Shishou
- Location:Daddy's
- Mood:
crappy
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